I know it’s just I have family issues right now and I’m dealing with a lot and this to I’ve only ever tried to do right but recently I’ve gotten really depressed and literally yesterday I broke down crying and told myself that if this goes on i might just kill myself I’m trying to get help but it’s hard to when my own mom doesn’t care and she only ever talks to me when she needs me to do something and this place is my escape from it all I’m sorry I’m sorry mini muffin