i actually do here but im moving and im staying at my grandma and granpas which they arent exactly the best of people and when i say that i mean there bad mean jerks also stupid and i feel like i belong just not in this house and im glad im moving and when i had the first dream i felt like i belonged in the place i was at but i felt like i belonged there more for some reason but I dont know if im just lying to myself i hope im not