Great! it def will take a while, for you especially since I think some of ur issues won't be fully solved until you can prob get out of the house on ur own and such
but I do believe that we can make this work :) I'm glad you know things will in fact get better, that's a good motivation to keep goin
if you can't forget about me for the time being, instead of feeling hurt about it maybe make those feelings into another motivation to heal yourself! that's what i've been doing. Just think that those fun times you miss so much can be done again in the future once all this crap is done :}
I'll try my best to get to you later in life to continue our bond and such