I remembered something specific, in one of the tsbk posts, he said something along the lines of "Stikbotkid probably killed himself *blah blah blah* but I'll be happy to take his place" then he deleted later on after like 10 mins. I really wanted to say something but he already blocked me.

(Got back from looking at abdel's new discord post)
You guys actually broke him....holy shit...makes me kinda feel bad for him