gonna try and sleep.. but one last rant or smrb.. is there a certain reason I'm like this? or is there a more detailed reason to why I'm here, like why was I given this life specifically.????? why this one! I don't believe our life was meant to be like this. Im apart of the left wing libertarian side little closer to the middle but I don't believe the fact we are here trying to earn a concept we made bc of greed. like why are humans naturally selfish. I don't understand why people are raised that way or not, like if I was apart of a different family, things would be a whole lot different. im actually gonna sleep I'm gonna throw myself into a pool and not swim up.

I didn't know that comments weren't allowed to be more than 1000 charaters tf.. been rambling tol much.. if there's a person reading my comments I'll give you a penny.

not even that I want someone to come and love me to bits without caring for the flaws I have. too many flaws.. I half asleep and i don't know what I'm typin!!!!!!!! I want a relationship. but then again I don't.. bc I won't be able to return the same amount of love they'll give me, and to constantly try and put up with someone may be tiring to focus with studying as well is not a great idea.. however, being in a relationship means dates and stuff and I wnat to experience that! I want to fall in love, but the concept of live is a weird thing.. is it admiration or appreciation? or the way they look? or is it the idea of them? I don't know.may be cooked. LDRs aren't the best are they? tho it'll be sweet sending msgs and waking up to a message if they're from a different time zone, but then you won't habe time to call and stuf due to different schedules and matters on hand.. ARGHHHHHFHFJJE

hmm.. idk what I am. or what i like. these deep thoughts are so therapeutic.i hate the fact im growing a mustache and I want to get rid of it, but it's growing faster.. then again I want ot keep ot to look androgynous idk my hair is nice, BUT IT FEELS SO.. SILKY AND CRISPG AT THE SAME TIME💀 I want to cut it.. but then I get rid of my natural ombre hair.. I wanna look like my personnaaaaaa so bad!

I'm gonna tweak and eep out bro.. identity crisis is going hard rn and I don't know whether I'm good... I'm gonna have a blood test soon, which I've never had one but I know for sure I'm anaemic.. obvious reasons is bc my blood isn't that deep haemoglobin colour that I usually see.. its oddly vibrant and bright. also my ice addiction since 2020. I HATE THE FACT I EASILY BRUISE.. IM SCARED PEOPLE THINK IM GETTING ABUSED OR SMTHH
. AND HAIR FALLPUT I'm going to be bald🛌 this isn't nice not nice at all so not sigma or akibidi bc wtf is happening to mee... stress and turmoil. I hate the way my body looks, acne scars. I gotta stop I gotta lookmaxx be the true alpha sigmas rizzler gyatt. I've gone crazy that I've started to use theseterms oh no.. brain rot

project serai rolls amke me cry. you're telling me... I need 300 gems for 1 singular pull.. outrageous... give me smth like tot or genshin.. give my gambling addict some love... I love an shiraishi kmg she's so aaaaa 🙏 and kohane, the girlfriends!

was gonna pop out mouthwashing fan arts and then I got hit with the artblock. then procrastinated on stuff and then decided to make a character sheet for 2 new ocs, probably will introduce on here... I love my little world

a- levels going absolutely horrible for art and media, dt and business seems OK. I HATE MEDIA I AHTE MEDIA HIMQKEKD I HATE MEDIA I HATE MEDIA oh I'm gonna drop it as soon as I can.....🚶‍♂️

I can't sleep.. gonna use this for rants bc IM LOCKED OUT MY RANT ACC. ARGHHAWJRJRKWKWEMLDLS never even used it.. let's say this is a personal little diary

shitpostin😝 artblock makes me crazy the envy i get from other artists... I need to find my own style

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE PLAYTHORUGH. AND NOW I UNDERSYAND.. 😀 im gonna pop out a fanart

idk.. I just remember your little pink sea animation😨

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like I said let's not get ahead of ourselves here, if you don't like the content then don't bother interacting, you're just creating it worse for yourself! try and not do this to others bc that would be hard on you

what... ? if you're talking about the characters, it isn't even Japanese. it's mandarin?? also I can't really transfer the characters without making a mistake and it could be translates to something else so.. try not put some negative attitude on here

this is a butchers shop bro... you better run😨

AHH IM LATE HAPPYBDAYUY!!! HAVE A GREAT REST TO YOUR DAY UNLESS ITS ENDED😨

I can't log in to this acc.. uh I'm cooked

WHATTT..

TJANK YOU OAKELEK 😈😈‼️‼️