noo because like its genuinely painful being skinny but at the same time sleeping on hard places feel nice to me because its cold (i live in a hot state) really thought about getting abs but i think i might just try and tone my torso and arms

THANK U its not a useless comment

i like girls in many shapes and forms i just prefer bigger girls

i leik big girls. i dont wanna seem like a fetishizer and i dont want to offend other people but you all dont feel the joy thag i do when girls bigger than me exist

not even old enough to know what bulking is bruh get off the internet

"at least you're not fat" there is nothing wrong with fat people get off the internet little kid

what the fuck is wrong with you? don't put down fat people jesus christ

ILL TRY LIL BRO

vyn with long hair (i go feral)

for context prior to me fucking up his lore he was jusg some weird eccentric guy who was basically my persona but in an apoc au and then i decided to give him a famjly and rip him awax from thag family and makr him a poor college student looking for anything to make a quick buck and was then in this apoc program and then he got emotionally attached to this "chicjen" which is his son and he stays in the apoc world because he cant bring himself to leave it behind (because his prior trauma of having his family die in front of him( and then he tragically succumbs to the horrors of the apoc world

first two doesnt really have names but all of them have a lot of lore (espexially the lsst one his name is corbyn and he's tragic and dies(

my princess..... i can't do this to her (i cry)

sometimes my thoughts are explicitly nsfw but when i try to draw vyn in a sexual way i freeze up and cry and my art looks horrible i have only one nsfw xuanyi thats semicompleted because i cant bring myself to draw her like this

she is the pretty princess and i am her knight and i will do anything for her

my coworker stared at me with shock in her eyes when she saw me haul 50 pounds over my shoulder

it's funny seeinf peoples reactions sometimes because i am tiny compared to most people and they all assume i can not lift more than 10 pounds

me when my father has trained me well (we carry in water as a chore)

im realizing some of you guys might think im still suicidal but please you gotta believe me it was really funny

the idea was that when my family woke up they'd see my body and be surprised

people thought i was making shit up so they had to ask my brother about it and my brother confirmed it was infact a real plan i had (shout out to trung)