i feel so... lovely? not hateful, i want to be kind i really do but ym head makes me feel hateful but i generally want to be a good person and i try to convince myself that i am
my counselors noticed this and realize that if i simply dislike/aren't interested in the class i will not do any work and it genuinely tanks my grades but at the same time i just dont see a reason to do thinks j dont like
"wouldn'f it be the oppo-" no because i have really fast metabolism yes i have gained significant weight but that was through eating 5 meals per day for two years if i went back to my old diet i would quickly go back to being under 100lbs
idk if vyn has fast metabolism (i havent seen mentions of it in stories... yet) but i like drawing her in every form because i have always firmly love her no matter what she looked like