i want to also. express i do not support problematic/toxic relationships i write them to express my experiences and/or other people's experiences in a true light. Jean's experience with relationships are meant to be a reflection on my own experiences especially with NPD

one day ill teach u my secrets

HELLOOOOO SAILOR.

it was npd all along bruh

jean technically has NPD because hes based off of things i deem negative in my life

turns out i'm just a terrible creative writer because i dont know how to use warm empathy, shocker

i've been put down for my experiences and yet why can i not stand to look at myself and see how i look. i'm westernized to my people and yet too eastern for americans.

it was stupid how i was made to feel inferior due to race alone

it was stupid how i was ridiculed for biological features that i do not manage.

contest

using google translate but no i can understand how the words work and that's about it......... i quit learning russian because i couldn't speak it lol

DALGO JAAAAAA😭

this isnt my actual art style

guys been like this for like. idk years or smth i do not think he'll go through enlightenment any time soon

i dont know how people can deal with people like me. i dont think they do either

vyn is perfect, and i think i like her because she is perfect. she would understand me. she wouldn't probably experience how I see the world, but she would know there's something wrong and she would see right through me and i desire her

i honestly thought i would be an okay boyfriend if i ever dated again and then i find out i lovebomb and then go into social isolation and love bomb again and then go into social isolation ans thats like. not a good thing ans theres plenty of other things that would make me a horrible boyfriend

documenting myself and having me and others read it has been the best thing to mental progression

hurray for npd.

gnaw at her skin