it's really hard to move on (breakups and stuff)

I understand that theres Almost nonway to contact each other, and that there has been conflicts.

Most of the things i do now are habits from Cleo, so I keep having to change my behavior and things i like so i wont start crying all over again, sigh.

everytime something remindsme of her, i get a heart wrenching feeling, i hate it. I feel like i was about to cry, and it hurts.

I cant losten to specific songs bc i resonated them to her and had such wonderful times with her

I understand that I cant change her mother's decision, so I'm trying to move on. The entire concept of romance is nice and all, but i think i need to take a step back. it makes me uncomfortable thinking about it these days anyways. like, i have no interest, but i only have intimate interest and romanti interest once im really close with someone.
its really weird, Im like aroace, but not at the same time.
im a different version.. i dont know the name.

But, I truly Lovecleo, and If i really love her, I can accept that it isnt meant to be, and let her go..

sigh...
sorry, i just wanted to let that out.

anywahs, im getting ahead of myself. im gonna sleep off my thoughts tonight, ciao.

deink water, hydrate urself 🧡

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