Marcus

it's really hard to move on (breakups and stuff)

I understand that theres Almost nonway to contact each other, and that there has been conflicts.

Most of the things i do now are habits from Cleo, so I keep having to change my behavior and things i like so i wont start crying all over again, sigh.

everytime something remindsme of her, i get a heart wrenching feeling, i hate it. I feel like i was about to cry, and it hurts.

I cant losten to specific songs bc i resonated them to her and had such wonderful times with her

I understand that I cant change her mother's decision, so I'm trying to move on. The entire concept of romance is nice and all, but i think i need to take a step back. it makes me uncomfortable thinking about it these days anyways. like, i have no interest, but i only have intimate interest and romanti interest once im really close with someone.
its really weird, Im like aroace, but not at the same time.
im a different version.. i dont know the name.

But, I truly Lovecleo, and If i really love her, I can accept that it isnt meant to be, and let her go..

sigh...
sorry, i just wanted to let that out.

anywahs, im getting ahead of myself. im gonna sleep off my thoughts tonight, ciao.

deink water, hydrate urself 🧡

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  Marcus

Buh

alright, dear. maybe we can play roblox whenever you're available.

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Marcus

Great! it def will take a while, for you especially since I think some of ur issues won't be fully solved until you can prob get out of the house on ur own and such
but I do believe that we can make this work :) I'm glad you know things will in fact get better, that's a good motivation to keep goin
if you can't forget about me for the time being, instead of feeling hurt about it maybe make those feelings into another motivation to heal yourself! that's what i've been doing. Just think that those fun times you miss so much can be done again in the future once all this crap is done :}
I'll try my best to get to you later in life to continue our bond and such

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  Marcus

Buh

I would love to try again, This entire time you've been on my mind, and it hurts, Because i miss you so much, i truly yearn for you.

Im not ever going to give up on myself. i know things will get better soon enough..

1 months ago   Reply (1)
  Buh

Buh

I apologize for everything that has happened and I'm sorry for any pain I've caused you
let's both just focus on ourselves for a while, we both need to get better, and let fate do the rest. People break up to improve on themselves all the time, so like I said before, if ur interested in trying again in the future or just being friends then that can absolutely happen
So if it's fate for us to meet again, then it will happen. Just try and stay positive during all of this. I believe you can get through everything because you're a strong person.
anyway, this will def be my last message to you for a while, so until then, I wish you luck and hope the best for you. pls make sure you're taking care of yourself and never give up, alr?

1 months ago   Reply (1)
  Buh

Hey man, it's cleo
this is prob a bad idea to reach out considering it got me grounded twice and you need time to move on but I just can't help it
I think that maybe whenever you get yourself figured out and your shit together and all of that, we could restart things and try again
It's just hard for me to let anyone go, especially you since you were one of my favorite people that I had in my life.
I apologize if this makes you upset and what not since i'm talking to you when you're trying to move on, but I just wanted to say that even if it might take a while, there still is a chance we can at least be friends again, if you'd wanna try that.
I rly do care for you and no matter how hard I've tried I can't let go
so ig ur just gonna be living rent free in my brain for a while lmao
And pls don't let my dumbass ruin things you enjoy :[

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