watching a documentary with my class and the unabombers words match too close to my own thoughts. i don't know if they were actual letters from the unabomber himself but the fact that his view of the world is almost exactly like mines scare me. i don't understand other people; it's difficult to really know what they think and I have felt that I watched everyone from a glass window. i crave for things other people do but I am too far seperated from everyone else, i can't stand other people enough to engage in "normal" friendships and i shut down when things can not go my way