I see. But please don't sell yourself short, You are an amazing person and if they can't see it then I'm unsure what to say about it but their loss.
I've been told so long ago to take the leap when you are ready but. It may take a while, which is fine.
You should be you,because I have seen quite the ray of sunshine from you. Don't hide that.
You've caused me to cheer up from my lonely or upset days and other people aswell. Hell even many. Over a hundred, even if not all of em talk.
I suck with emotions and all but I'm still trying my damnest to help and understand others
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I dont think you understand quite well what i mean, i mean that id rather die by myself then have someone to die with me, I want no one to remember me i want nothing more then everyone else around me to be happy because thats all i need. Its fuckin hypocritical for me to say but honestly i have so many thoughts and different dates in the future set for when i decide i just want everything to go black and yk die, i dont want to be here anymore but i dont want to see my friends or family die is that weird? I would rather no one miss me when i decide my time to leave. Its why i try so hard to tell you your special because i dont want to see some i care for and love go down the same secret spiral as i go down further and further by the minute. I think ive said to much though… sorry
Todays supposed to be happy so js nevermind that stuff, have fun its the day u get outta hell! (School)