I dont think you understand quite well what i mean, i mean that id rather die by myself then have someone to die with me, I want no one to remember me i want nothing more then everyone else around me to be happy because thats all i need. Its fuckin hypocritical for me to say but honestly i have so many thoughts and different dates in the future set for when i decide i just want everything to go black and yk die, i dont want to be here anymore but i dont want to see my friends or family die is that weird? I would rather no one miss me when i decide my time to leave. Its why i try so hard to tell you your special because i dont want to see some i care for and love go down the same secret spiral as i go down further and further by the minute. I think ive said to much though… sorry
Todays supposed to be happy so js nevermind that stuff, have fun its the day u get outta hell! (School)
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The one thing i may recommend is getting professional help, Like a therapist about it, But ill try and give something for you, Why exactly do you want to die alone rather than someone die with you?, And this text is concerning thus far, Since you have a concern for others, But what about yourself?, Yes you are aware that you too are going down a spiraling pit, Dont want to assume many things about what youve said about Want everything to go black and die but you dont want them which is your friends and family members to, Ive had some of these cases, One time well nevermind, But we may talk about this further down to the iceberg where youve fallen, But ill have some advicory or try to give some, But i havent gotten some deep details about your situation, Sorry.
