The one thing i may recommend is getting professional help, Like a therapist about it, But ill try and give something for you, Why exactly do you want to die alone rather than someone die with you?, And this text is concerning thus far, Since you have a concern for others, But what about yourself?, Yes you are aware that you too are going down a spiraling pit, Dont want to assume many things about what youve said about Want everything to go black and die but you dont want them which is your friends and family members to, Ive had some of these cases, One time well nevermind, But we may talk about this further down to the iceberg where youve fallen, But ill have some advicory or try to give some, But i havent gotten some deep details about your situation, Sorry.
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But based on what i think and have observed, You seem to love others but, It doesnt seem that you do yourself, But you arent alone in this since many people have this issue as of now, But i might just start assuming about whether it is what youve seen the supposed path way end of life and the purpose of it that driven you to that, Seems selfless unselfish, Found that word, But you may reflect on the pattern, About why you do the things you do and the reasons and whatll be the cause of that, Also about not wanting others to worry about you is one of my feelings, But i know it can be either good or bad, But this heavily adds a burden that shouldnt even be there, A stepping stone turned to a burden?, But i havent really thinked about it that much as much as you did, But starting off with..