Self care, Self care should be prioritized, Not only caring for others but for yourself also, This may hugely benefit you and others around you, But i cant really find the reason as of why youd want no one to remember you, Well oddly enough i found some, Either that they dont seem to love you when your living then if you are gone they are all sad and guilty, But thats a moment of realization for what they couldve done and couldve helped, Its sad really, Wanting to help but being anxious is shy to do so will have alot of concequences, Either the person kills themself because they think the friend or family member of theirs doesnt care about them or that they just, I dont know.
Moving on from that, I have this to say, That is not you really need isnt?, Seeing everyone happy, All joyous and having fun, But you. And many others as well, Arent having the joyest time of the life, Worst case, You are in the darkest place in your life but you are hiding it behind a fucking mask, Pretending to be happy but truly arent, Shit it hard to deal with alone. But even harder when the said person leaves and betrays you, Wanting no one to remember you... Might invelop for the past experiences and past actions that you have done. Regrets and sorrow. Might be that but as ive said earlier, Assumption, But to be honest,