Moving on from that, I have this to say, That is not you really need isnt?, Seeing everyone happy, All joyous and having fun, But you. And many others as well, Arent having the joyest time of the life, Worst case, You are in the darkest place in your life but you are hiding it behind a fucking mask, Pretending to be happy but truly arent, Shit it hard to deal with alone. But even harder when the said person leaves and betrays you, Wanting no one to remember you... Might invelop for the past experiences and past actions that you have done. Regrets and sorrow. Might be that but as ive said earlier, Assumption, But to be honest,
Not wanting to be here anymore is missing out the one thing, Or many things that you could and can achieve, Also many beautiful aspects in life that changes a literal maniac to something less of what they used to be, I for myself used to be a depresso lesso, But got past that, Still i wonder about what i do and what i should do, And how to actually solve my problems, Of course i cant do it alone myself, Well most, But some i actually can, But its really difficult doing so.