I usually say these dark humoured jokes, and when they usually tell me to stop(sometimes) I don’t even realize it. Ever since I got banned and realized what I did, I just felt different, sick to my stomach, and felt like an asshole. I only wanted to feel welcome and be apart of the group, and I just got a bit too far, which got me banned. I’ve been pressured for these past 4 days ever since it happened.