Im sorry you feel that way I’m sorry I’m a bad friend and maybe it’s for the better If we stop being friends I’ve only ever caused trouble and stress for you I hope you find better friends I wish I was a better friend I’ve only ever tried to be and you have never told me to keep things private I’ve already said sorry so many times but I know it’ll never be enough to make you feel better but what do you want me to do we’re only human and man when I thought I had any older sibling I can trust and talk to sometimes that gets taken away to I wish I was better at being a friend and I don’t guilt trip you I guilt trip myself do you even know how much I cried yesterday because I thought you hated me I’m sorry I’m not perfect and I hope you’re happier with new friends because I know I’ll only ever cause anyone pain
And yes I have said to keep things private you apprentice just didn't read it
and yes you make videos going "boo hoo I'm sorry I joked about you having sex with someone despite knowing your ace and a minor" "boo hoo I'm so sorry that I decided it was a reasonable request to litterly ask to take ur art style" I cried to yesterday I have panic attacks everytime I go to tell you what a shit friend you are because ibknow your gonna tell me that you are doing all sorts of shit to be a good friend. I really liked feeling like I had a little sister again it made me happy but I don't think you understand how manipulative half the things you do are you don't quite blame me but you try to make me feel like what you do is ok when it's not.
Fuck you dude what the he'll? I made it very clear I was not angry just frustrated and you kept ducking pushing and pushing AND FUCKING PUSHING you didn't help you should have dropped it I didn't expect you to be perfect I expected you to be a good friend an you couldn't do that I always talked to you when you were upset I always cared about you when you were sad but if I had to come tell you you upset me and talk about it civil I was in the wrong and you acted like I was a bad friend