and yes you make videos going "boo hoo I'm sorry I joked about you having sex with someone despite knowing your ace and a minor" "boo hoo I'm so sorry that I decided it was a reasonable request to litterly ask to take ur art style" I cried to yesterday I have panic attacks everytime I go to tell you what a shit friend you are because ibknow your gonna tell me that you are doing all sorts of shit to be a good friend. I really liked feeling like I had a little sister again it made me happy but I don't think you understand how manipulative half the things you do are you don't quite blame me but you try to make me feel like what you do is ok when it's not.