I dont want to be like them because what they did happened to me
If it didnt happen to me i just dont care even if im the one manipulating,
And i do want to do it
I shouldnt want to do it, maybe it was my family's emotional detachment, or it was cause they rely on me too much, i dont know, but either way i picked up on it and i just cant feel guilt and remorse anymore, its like no matter how bad the stuff i do are i always find a way to justify them to myself or play victim
No matter how cringe that paragraph sounded.
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If it didn't happen to you you wouldn't know how to manipulate. It's not your fault they did what they did. Your anxiety proves you don't want to do it. I see why you feel bad but you clearly aren't a bad person people who play the victim don't convince them self they are right they simply either believe they are ir they pretend they are. You convincing yourself isn't playing the victim it's denial. I know I'm rambling but dude you just need a few anxiety and depression medz and a few years of counseling