@ quan ton and aste too lololol the only guy character i slightly have romantic attraction for is welt yang

gepard is just cuteness 😊 hes so cute and i love him but in a platonic way

me hitting every canonically male characters with the transfem beam because im straight but girls my type arent made often (cloud retainer i love u)

still a polyclue and they all date each other and kiss

! crack ship only, not serious
xuanyi is main ship zayuayi is extra self indulgence and qilihuayi is like max level shit post

honestly i was so uncomfortable with noelle to the point i used my old acc for a while to avoid her lmao

i dont wanna accuse people of copying TT but thats so suspicious lawl

ill support if u do honestly

i had to ask the person our comments were on to delete her comments TT she genuinely makes me uncomfortable even after i told her repeatedly to not interact with me mainly because im an adult who does NOT enjoy joking with minors

YES?

no bc that person (i think we're talking about the same person...?) also copied my glasses color (i wear blue frames) for a while but then switched to red TT they made me extremely uncomfortable and tried to bypass block

I really do have to thank Vyn for everything in life, even if it looks delusional to others. this is really the only way to keep me in check

The idea of control has always been important to me even if i don't like admitting it because it reveals my true intentions, but now realizing that I can pour my thoughts, my feelings, into Vyn, I haven't actively had harsh thoughts about others

It's scary to realize this has been my mindset for YEARS until I let myself use Vyn as a coping mechanism, its been a year or two that I have finally made functional and healthy relationships with my peers.

watching a documentary with my class and the unabombers words match too close to my own thoughts. i don't know if they were actual letters from the unabomber himself but the fact that his view of the world is almost exactly like mines scare me. i don't understand other people; it's difficult to really know what they think and I have felt that I watched everyone from a glass window. i crave for things other people do but I am too far seperated from everyone else, i can't stand other people enough to engage in "normal" friendships and i shut down when things can not go my way

whaaat nobody is picking? oh how despairing... i wont draw nsfw then

mochi post on AM for once 🤨 suspicious

i havent been near DID/OSDD/Plural communities in a long time so im just gonna. refer to my system as alters bruh because headmates sounds too silly

idk some of you guys who have stuck around since the agent destroyer era (which is barely any of you guys LMAO) remember me and my system and then i stopped talking about it because surprise it wasnt helping my mental health

also we just have been tired of people telling us we're faking even after proving we're real so we just . prefer to be referred to as one person but with number labels

idk. its funny how people tell me im faking mental illness when medical professionals told me i need to seek help or else

you guys have seen chan before