Fuck me, fuck my stupid writer life. i just remembered i'm going to have to write a setting for this story and it cant be ft19 related because it's a ht19 story. Fak me.

sigh and to think this game idea is a spin off to my eroge VN concept

i also think minh & mint's love for pepper isn't genuine, and pepper's love for those two aren't genuine either. only carrot has genuine feelings for pepper everyone else is just trying to fill something

the only issue is that because i'm a nerd i know that organ donation is a whole process and you need to take medication so that the new organs aren't rejected, i might just kill them both off though since i don't want to write a whole thing about "diy organ transplantation!" and i think after mint tries to transplant one organ she realizes how fucked this is and then dies

i think in part of her wanting to harvest pepper's organs and transplanting them into herself, she also thinks that this act will make her be "cleaner" because she views herself as ruined and the only way to fix herself is to use others

in a happier au she would've gone through recovery and learn how to accept herself and not rely on the affection of other people, i really want to write more for her regarding her current notes

i think it's very important that i depict that even though she was abused as a child she became an abuser in the future and even though her trauma may give a reason why she acts/behaves in a certain way she is still a bad person

oh and something something bojack horsemand something something mint was subjected to horrible things but that doesn't excuse her actions and she's a horrible person

i say mint is my favorite but she's also a man and i'm in my misandry arc

carrot and pepper are the only healthy couple here i'm making sure every other pair sucks

not for longer

oh my bad for not recognizing lil bro😭

Huh who r u

STOPPP AS SOON AS IT HAPPENED I WAS THINKING OF HOW YOU'D REACT

No, it's me Actually.... 🤨🎣🦅

i seem to "hate" proshippers more generally because i deem them bigger degenerates but i don't care if proshippers interact with me, just prefer if people don't twist my words

is me

I kin mr peanutbutter idk

ptsd rules until i get flashbacks

the things that happened to her were bad and gross, but that doesn't mean she's a good person. She's just, broken. That's really all there is to it, she never learned how to heal, she doesn't know love beyond that it hurts to her, so hurting others means she loves them